It soothes. Collapses protective walls of anger. Vulnerability I become. I sink into the memory of your face against mine, so close warmth is intertwined. Lips magnetized yet remain separate, fearing the loss of any last remnants of control. Regret laces each additional sip.
Working on yourself is hard. Right now, I am hyper-focused on three things: what I want, trusting myself, and making my own decisions. I recently discovered I am a lot like Julia Robert's character in Runaway Bride...each boyfriend made her his favorite style of eggs which then became her favorite. She never really knew how … Continue reading The Inspiring GI Joe
Do we expect too much from people? Are we wrong for expecting certain things when we know the person won't ever meet those expectations? Some people are going to let you down. That's life. You learn to lower your expectations to keep yourself from getting hurt. I don't believe you should have to do that … Continue reading Underground Expectations