Reality, a bully, clutches your throat kneels into your chest. You struggle to escape yet with each bruised, shallow inhale lungs fill only with all the what-could-go-wrongs. Your thoughts corrupted with reality's warned whispers of how giant leaps always crash into dead ends. Your limbs become complacent with safety of the known. Fantasy fades as … Continue reading fantasy is for fools
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Supplementary Angles
The atmosphere, choking on furor, drowning in melancholy, violently sighed, creating a temporary rift. ... Lost, two parallel lines, traveling on a flawless path tumbled through, cool distance dissipated, as they anchored themselves to each other. ... Familiar strangers' appointed shortcomings forgotten, transformed into mandatory deficiencies necessary in constructing a greater whole. ... Confident in their metamorphosis, … Continue reading Supplementary Angles
This Establishment is Not Responsible
Our U.S. government has turned into the ultimate 80's movie where the popular kids do awful things to the nerds in fear of being kicked out of their elite group. I'm waiting for that hero part of the movie where the cool kid realizes it doesn't matter what everyone else thinks, groups and clics don't … Continue reading This Establishment is Not Responsible
The Inspiring GI Joe
Working on yourself is hard. Right now, I am hyper-focused on three things: what I want, trusting myself, and making my own decisions. I recently discovered I am a lot like Julia Robert's character in Runaway Bride...each boyfriend made her his favorite style of eggs which then became her favorite. She never really knew how … Continue reading The Inspiring GI Joe
Pass and Move to the Right
Recently I came to a realization. I like to make other people make decisions for me. It's easier that way. Ask what they think I should do, then they decide for me. Every time I try to make a decision, someone weighs in, I pause, and the next thing you know, I've altered what I … Continue reading Pass and Move to the Right
Getting Back to Basics
Simple things in life...love, laughter, mental and physical activity, fresh air, caffeine, and moments of freedom. Maybe a little pizza every now and then. That is all I need. This list may be slightly different for everyone, but it really is such a simple list. So why do we overcomplicate it? My youngest chicken and … Continue reading Getting Back to Basics
Death by Popcorn Kernel
I ate popcorn the other night while binge-watching a show on Netflix. Eating popcorn wouldn't usually stand out in my mind, but a popcorn kernel got lodged between my back two left molars. I felt it right when it happened. It forced itself through the tight space and nestled in for the evening. Or at … Continue reading Death by Popcorn Kernel
The Sign
The sign lay in the grass proclaiming "Sidewalk Closed". I stood staring confusedly at the sign. You can't just proclaim something is closed if it doesn't exist. What gives you the right to enforce rules on something outside of your control? I walked past the sign each day for a week, unable to think about … Continue reading The Sign
Sidewalk Closed
Sidewalk closed. Yet no sidewalk exists. Don't panic. Build a sidewalk so the sign makes sense. Of course! I tear up the grass, pour the concrete. Perfect spot for a handprint and initials. Let it set. Place the sign back in its place. All so I can make sure to follow the rules. Why didn't … Continue reading Sidewalk Closed
Vivian and Edward, the Sea Lions
Two sea lions close enough to feel each other's warmth, yet still a comfortable space between them. It was a little chilly in San Francisco when I took this picture. I had walked about 6 miles through the city, beginning my trek with warm sunshine, people on bikes speeding past, joggers chatting about upcoming marathons … Continue reading Vivian and Edward, the Sea Lions